Well I think my ex friend is officially back at the group we both used to post at. I can ignore her posts and go on there gleefully but now she is dredging up past issues on there that we have had... :( I really don't need this shit right now... really... don't. I've never done ANYTHING to anyone on there other than the shit that went down with her and even then I was not rude or mean... I just wrote my feelings in defense at what she said about me.
I'm just in defense mode ya know? I don't want to be hurt.
I don't want to read mean things about me and how horrid of a person I was because I ditched her.
I don't want everyone looking at me like "oh YOU'RE the one who hurt her"
I had my reasons... I'm not justifying myself again.
Why now? 18 days... now I have to fucking worry about this.
I need a hug.