Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Should I stay or should I go...

Well I think my ex friend is officially back at the group we both used to post at. I can ignore her posts and go on there gleefully but now she is dredging up past issues on there that we have had... :( I really don't need this shit right now... really... don't. I've never done ANYTHING to anyone on there other than the shit that went down with her and even then I was not rude or mean... I just wrote my feelings in defense at what she said about me.

I'm just in defense mode ya know? I don't want to be hurt.

I don't want to read mean things about me and how horrid of a person I was because I ditched her.

I don't want everyone looking at me like "oh YOU'RE the one who hurt her"

I had my reasons... I'm not justifying myself again.

Why now? 18 days... now I have to fucking worry about this.

I need a hug.


Robyn said...


you so don't need that kind of shit right now! does she not realize that you are about to have a BABY and do not need to be dealing with immature teenage antics?! jesus.

Frogmorest said...

Yah.. nice huh? She just does not get it!!!!